…can’t let go…
This new girl is pushing her way out of my head. I have never experienced anything quite like it. I have been searching for her - my girl, my alter ego I guess, but now I find her everywhere. I sculpt her, I paint her, I sketch her like crazy and it comes relatively easy. Like this girl is helping me, but I don't know the catalyst. Well I sort of do, she is basically the childhood version of me. The fragile sad girl that needed wings to get away. And now she is, getting out I mean. I am not squashing her voice and it is ringing in my head like a beautiful sad song. I would love to know what you think…. 
September 9th, 2005 at 3:21 pm
i love her necklace! it’s good that you are letting her out! keep going….
September 9th, 2005 at 3:53 pm
oooh, how lovely. i love the blues and the necklace reminds me of her having special powers or something like that. i think you need to get this girl into as many forms as you can… keep pushing it! looking forward to seeing more…
mav
September 9th, 2005 at 3:54 pm
by the way… i LOVE the wings!!!!
mav
September 10th, 2005 at 11:49 am
It’s so cool to see how your girl has transformed over the years. Now she seems to have become more constant, popping out of you in the same way again and again. It’s so awesome! I love your new paintings. They are so watery and beautiful and emotional.
September 11th, 2005 at 11:12 pm
Watery, yes. That’s the word I was looking for. And the eyes are what get me everytime–so sad and beautiful.
September 12th, 2005 at 11:33 am
She looks holy, and it’s not just the wings.
I’m glad for you finding this beautiful muse. xoxo Kay